Bronchitis again!

Sigh, things are not going well for Iden. Just when he is about to recover from his cough, it turns bad again and develops into bronchitis. This is the second time Iden is down with bronchitis. It seems worst this time round as he has to be on nebuliser every 4 hourly. The recent hazy weather makes his condition worst. Iden doesn’t like the nebuliser. He will cry till so bad each time he is on it. He looks so pitiful that I would have cried with him if I had not told myself to be strong for him. It is so painful to see him being so sick and helpless. If only I can swap position with him and take over his bronchitis….. Sometimes when I think about it, I wonder if it is due to us placing him in child care that makes him so prone to illness. A few times when he was sick, I was so tempted to withdraw him from the centre. But seeing that he has enjoyed his stay in the centre now and has learnt a lot, I just have to assure myself that things will turn for the better eventually. Iden is asleep now. His next neb session is at 12.30 am. I hope I can do it without waking him up. He is already suffering much and has not been getting enough sleep, I don’t wish to stress him out further. Whatever it is, let’s pray hard that he will recover soon and be back at his usual self in no time.